My romantic moments...

Yesterday as I was looking at my old belongings, I came across a note given by my hubby years back.. It was given to me via email, It touched me so much that I printed it out and laminated it.. I just wanna make sure I will remember it for life..so I wanna share what he said in his note to me.. here it goes

My life partner
I dont know really when to start from..You have entered my life so suddenly and have changed it completely.You have made me a complete person since all the years till now I have missing my half.Suddenly I have found it and my love is filled with love only for you. Deep in my heart there was a place that you have magically healed, you have opened all the windows of my heart and let the sun in. Knowing you I am better person.I now know how to love and what is real love.I have no words to really explain how much I love you, how much you mean to me, how much I miss you when we are apart. I know that my heart speaks and I hope that your heart knows its language.And even we are miles apart now I want you to know That every morning there is a heart that saying good morning my love to you.These words and all the feelings that are in me are only for you my love. You are my missing half and now when I have found it I want it for life. I dont want to be apart from you any more.You are my blue eyed sun and my universe. You are MY ALL.I love you so much.

Your sayang forever and forever
Joexxx

Muaaaaahhhh!!! heee as I was typing this, I miss him already.. I have been with him for nearly 6 years now.. and he never changed abit since then..Always loving and caring...there`s never once we never give each other a big hug or a kiss on the cheecks.. I know now I did not make the wrong choice of marrying him..

There`s also an sms which he send to me during our 1st anniversary..
which says..

Ye syg.. Thank u 4 being my wife..And thank u 4 being patience w me.. I know Im not a perfect hubby but I will try my best 2 mk u hapi..I luv u soo much as I always do eversince e 1st time I fell in luv w u.Nothing chg except dat my luv 4 u is stronger as ever .. with e coming of our baby it wud b great addition to our small but hapi family.. Im looking forward to it.. last but not least, wish u a Hapi anniversary yg pertama syg..muah!





fuhyoooo...!! so touching right...?? 2nd anniversary no sms because he`s at home celebrating it with me and Qis.. He bought cupcakes for us.. and so we share it with the whole family.. what happened on our 2nd anniversary was he injured his knee in the bus while on the way to collect the cupcakes.. his knee got swollen the next day.. poor thing.. till now he say it hurts sometimes.. cant do much about it.. he went for an x ray and it turn alright so we dont know why it still hurts...

so dear hubby.. I hope to see you later tonight.. cause u working now.. and Im still here in whampoa waiting for mak no to fetch me and wak ya to fetch the maid and mak..
cant wait to be back at tampines where I can be all alone with You and our baby Qis..

Bapak...

Today 13yrs ago my dearly grandfather passed away.. 12aug1995 - Grandfather whom I called and regards as my own father.. I missed him so much sometimes.. I wish he still around now to see my beautiful daughter..

Father,

If you could be alive again,

I will show to you that I will never be vain

I could for a minute take away your pain

and never to be naughty again..

Towards you, I am very unfair

A lot of things I`ve done

had filled you with despair

To ask for your forgiveness, I never dare

In your mind, you always thought I never care

If I could bear the burden of your sorrow

I`ll make sure you live till tomorrow

and let everybody knows

how much I love you so..

Father,

forgive me please

I never thought it would end up like this

Each moment with you I will cherish

eventhough you left me without a goodbye kiss

Day by day, I keep thinking of you

and all the things you used to do

Its breaks my heart into two

knowing that mother misses you, too

To Allah, I ask for His forgiveness

In another life,

I hope you find happiness

May he protect you from all the evilness

As he is oft forgiving and most righteous..

Dedicated to The late HJ HAMZAH BIN HJ SIDEK
1913-12AUG1995

Loving a grandchild

Loving a grandchild is
like none other.
It’s not quite the same as
being a mother.

You love your children,
each one is unique,
But the love of a
grandchild, will sweep
you off your feet.

They look up at you,
with their cute little
grins, touching your
heart deep within.

They’re sweet little angels
sent from up above,
and they warm your heart
with unconditional love.

~ Deb Miller ~

Dr Jazlan Joosoph

The 1st person she met when she was born...

The Abuser....